It has been a terrible week T_T...although i didnt have to work yet, i have been at home being a bum yet constantly sick at the same time.........

But today's weather was awesome since it rained...lolz....i love the rain
TOO BAD there's thunder though....i was sick and was sleeping and it scared the crap outta me....GRRRR XD

School has taken a big part of my life...and i hate it....i wish it could disappear....or get blown up mukakakakaka *3* stupid courses made me have no time for my drawings anymore.....and since skool has ended FOR NOW *sigh* -_-|||| i decided to pick up and draw every once in a while during da summer....

Since i didnt draw for like ever........my skills have gone bad......so now i gotta doodle or start some projects to do......and improve my skills again.....and lately i have been trying to change my style *sweat* lolz....

Theres tons of ideas in my head that i want them all down on paper.....but since my skills are limited.....i cannot express the idea that i wanted since i draw them out....that really makes me get pissed off at myself the most....."WHY DO I SUCK?!" i asked myself....but i'm not giving up.....i will get them down right one day @^_^@

P.S. ~ some sentences might not make much sense since i wrote this when i'm sicka dn half asleep (dun wonder why i'm doing something like that lolz)